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Life's Changing

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So here pretty recently my life's made some BIG changes. I decided I'm not going to continue working towards the career I've spent most of high school working towards because I think God has bigger things in store for me. Now I'm looking at going into photojournalism. My boyfriend (of almost 5 years) and I broke up which hurt a lot but I'm getting through it. I guess all I'm saying is who thought God would wait to turn my life all upside down until my senior year of high school. Guess He knew I wasn't strong enough until now. Well God, here goes nothing I'm going to give it my all and trust You to make everything work for Your glory.
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How do you push away people who are trying to comfort you?? I feel like I can't push people away of feel the need to be alone and tell people without hurting them. There are some people who while I love them as my dear friends I wish they would back off and leave me alone and I'm not sure how to show them or tell them. Especially when I want some people to go away and others to come closer and care about me. I just don't know how to handle this without either seeming like I'm holding a double standard of coming off as a jerk. I already know emotionally tomorrow is going to be hard for me and I know which friends will be there doing those things they always do to "comfort me" that really just bother me. Especially tomorrow I don't think I'm really going to want to be touched by more than one or two people who I actually want to touch me and make sure I'm really okay. One won't be available since he will be on his way to another country, one person isn't the touchy huggy type, and one person may well not even notice. On the other hand I can count on one or two people who I DO NOT want touching me or trying to comfort me hugging me and doing their "comfort things" that in all honesty I hate. I don't know what to do!!! How do I tell these people not to touch me then happily hug and let someone else who is the same gender and is friends with the other people hug and comfort me. I just don't know what to do!!!
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AMV requests

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I like making AMVs and I want to make more, so make a request, if I can get the song and some episodes of the anime I'll make it. JUST HELP ME! PLEASE!!

Check out my channel! www.youtube.com/user/kataraisu…
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Okay, camp was AMAZING! We had one night where half of our group got saved, it was so amazing to see people just submit to God like that. I've never seen anything like it and I'm not sure I ever will again. The power of God just flowed through our group so strongly it was the most amazing thing ever! I loved watching and also gaining so many new siblings in Christ. I watched people's entire attitudes change in seconds once they had eternal assurance in Christ.

One of the most amazing things was, a friend of mine use to be sacred of outer space. She identified it with nothingness, after getting saved at camp she came and sat with me looking at the stars and said she didn't understand how she could ever be scared of something so beautiful that God had created. It was just amazing to see and hear that because of her new life with Christ she was seemingly instantaneously over her life long irrational fear.

So aside from the incredible power of God at camp, we had a lot of fun playing goofy games, going on activities and fellowship with each other. We also went to 6 Flags in Denver which was lots of fun but nowhere near as amazing as the things that had already happened at camp. Anyway, I finally got to ride some amazing roller coasters which was really fun. We also got totally soaked on a rafting ride. It was a fun trip.

Over all camp was amazing but I'm glad to be home. Also, as promised I have some pictures that shall be posted soon!!
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Camp time!!!!

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So, I leave for camp early Sunday so after today I probably won't be around until like Friday or so of next week. Hoping to return home with some awesome awesome pictures even though I can't bring my SLR camera with me :( . I'm still gonna make the best of this trip though, I have my normal digital camera and a video camera that I just got for my birthday so let's see what comes out of this shall we? 

Oh and my sister is coming with me to camp which should be fun! Were going to a bunch of places including bowling and a rodeo. Plus we get to go to the VA hospital there and be a witness to those people which should be an epic opportunity to let our lights shine. 

Just so you know I've been super busy these past couple weeks with fundraisers almost every day and packing and my friends wanting to hang out before I leave. I'm currently functioning on like three or less hours of sleep and I spent today wondering around neighborhoods asking for donations for our yard sale, hopefully it's a big success!!

So, there you have it, I shall return when we get back!
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